You're not impatient; you're carrying too much anxiety in your heart, making it impossible to be present. You have unfinished goals and want to become your ideal self, but you don't know how to achieve it. The inability to attain what you seek has become an obsession, which is why your mind is often distracted and your energy is low. What you need to do is not fight anxiety but clarify your goals, set a solid plan, follow a steady path, and take consistent steps. When everything becomes certain, your mind will naturally settle, and you will regain a sense of security and strength.