I'm really sorry, truly sorry. I caused everyone to lose money, which hurts a hundred times more than losing myself. Actually, my thinking has been correct all along. No one can buy the bottom in a dip, but I’ve been in such a bad state these past two days—basically no sleep for two days.

I kept emphasizing to my friends to hold onto last night’s order. Today’s market also gave everyone an answer. But why didn’t I hold? Because someone following my trades told me it could withstand 60 points, and I misunderstood it as a margin call near 60. When I saw it starting with 60, I immediately became very scared. Fear overtook my rationality. I was afraid that my overconfidence would cause losses for everyone. So I chose to cut my losses, not making excuses for myself. Still, my mindset isn’t strong enough. I should rest for two days.